And I really don’t know why or how it happened. One day, I just stopped blogging. Life has changed quite a bit since my last entry. The most major thing is that I now have a little girl. She is absolutely the best. Then again, I am sure that every person says that about their own kid.
And, as anyone would expect, things are completely different now. I’m not talking about the usual things, the things you know are going to change – less money, less time, ect. What surprises me the most about what has changed is me. To be honest, I am rather afraid. Hubby and I are fighting so much more now, and it’s all over stupid things, things that would normally just get forgotten. And while I know that every relationship needs fights, this has me worried. Fought tonight over my computer. I don’t know what it is. I mean, I could hazard a guess that it’s the fact that I’ve completely fallen behind on the housework and the apartment looks like shit, to be perfectly honest. And that stress is translating into fights about stupid mundane things. I mean I do try to balance everything, and it pisses me off that I can’t.
As it was pointed out, women have been stay at home mothers, with the ability to balance childcare and housework,. and yet I seem to be completely useless at it. It’s rather frustrating.
I feel like a right failure.
